I live in a world where I make mistakes.

Always the sky.

I live in state of mind where fear stops me.

Always the sky.

I face challenges that seem overwhelming.

Always the sky.

I look at you, and think what do I have to offer ?

Always the sky

I live where loneliness is just a step backwards.

Always the sky.

I am a person who became a black hole of loneliness, fear, and shame.

Always the sky.

I look up at the sky and I see blue till I become part of that blue.

It takes me, and comforts me. It connects me to the hugeness, and wonder of living. It puts me in perspective. It helps me appreciate you, and the wonders under it. Wherever I walk it is there. Whether it is where I work, in jail. On holidays, or after a funeral. In my recovery I stop and let it seep into me. It fills me, yet makes room for so much more. I don’t know what colour love is, but I look up into the sky and I see it.

Always.