When I was young you went away, every day. You came home for supper, then left again.
You left me time after time, I did not know who to turn too, when I was scared.
I felt that I was destined to be left at any time. I developed a pattern where I would never let anyone get close, or alternately, I left first.
I made my way like this till I was oh so alone. I have no idea how I survived without you for so long.
I finally saw what I had become, and acted out of desperation. I reached out, I am always available to others , never leaving.
I spend huge amounts of time staying connected and being there.
I have also made myself available to be part of you. I have said who I am, and that I am worthy of you staying.
Mom called 2 days ago, and told me you were losing your mind, to disease.
Now you are leaving, again.